we all hav a diffrent deffinitions of what light is. iv always seemed to b in the dark about certin things that know 1 can really answer or if they can they wont.i guess im just looking for a light. my light is not so much knowlage of things but not having to hide the me that is me. im not gay or bi i hav no quarlls with them either but think how they must feel. the feeling of having to hide for fear of being hated or hurt. my light i wish for is sum1 i can be around and be me. i hav a few friends yes but sum1 that even when im being fake they can tell* my friends hav troble wit that sumtimes* cause i show only part of the real me on the suface. wut u see is the real me yes but only a small part. im quite complex even so much i almost dont get me. part of me also wants someone that at least tries to read me even if they epicaly fail. to me if u read my peace artical everyone has there own version of wut is peace to them myine would be not having to hide just being me. the nerdy girl that every1 thinks is stuck up cause she gets asked out alot and get complemented that she must think shes too good for the others is your assumption till yuo know me. i hav low self esteem so im baising part of this off of wut my friends and others say. im sweet gentale caring pretty, hot* my guy friends XD* beutiful ect on that * i seriouly cant take a complement* smart and a all around good person but mostly wut u dont kno. ppl think im out going but i only am whenn i comftorble with my surroundings. i like to study things to see what is going on. and im really shy. u may think im talkative but 90% chance is its cause im nervouse. when nervouse i either never shutup or i say nothing. i never stop thinking. i may seem like i hate luv i dont i just dont think it exits for me anymore. and iv seen alot of pain beause of it so i avoid it. when i get sumthing i feel bad after wards but even tho i give alot im quite selfish. i want sum1 i can b my nerdy sweet idiotic philosophical crazy caring fighter self around. i dont care if a it a boyfriend friend or just sum1 who listens but that is my light, my peace.